He always knows just when to call, just when I need him the most. I just took one look at the caller ID and my stomach was filled with butterflies. Just hearing his voice, hearing his love, makes everything seem so manageable. I can't wait to see him. It's been too long. I reallyreally don't want to wait until fall, so hopefully things will work ( Read more... )

the year's over, this summer will be amazing, and i just got into the architecture school. soo...why is there this feeling inside like my heart plummeting? i'm usually not one to wait around, but that's all i've been doing. i keep telling myself that i'm just going to forget about it and move on, but then i turn the corner and i'm right back where ( Read more... )

it's almost 6 in the morning, i have class in 2 and a half yours. well fuck.

i wish i knew.

i definitely was supposed to have this 10-page paper done last night. it's due at 5:45 today. fucking fishbowl. pat and i put our heads down for a bit around 4, then didn't wake up until 8, 8:30. so now? yeah that's right i'm completely fucked ( Read more... )

i miss my mister a lot. i wish i didn't. no one's ever going to be able to replace him. not that i'd want that. he changed my life. he changed me. i can't even describe how much i wish he were here right now. i've had the urge lately to climb into his incredible bed at the C on C. but that bed isn't there anymore. it's hundreds of miles away. i ( Read more... )