i've been thinking that perhaps it's time to step away from the livejournal to some extent. i'll try and update about general things but much of what is happening in my life right now is much more personal than i wish to share in cyberspace. if you want to talk, call me. if you don't know my number, ask. take care everyone ( Read more... )

i love stormy weather most of the time. drove home today in the rain. just me and socialburn. then i got out of the car and let the rain soak my clothes as i danced around. life can be beautiful. i love the smell of a summer thunderstorm.

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i think it's done by astrology.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in
games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be
with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves
attention. Loves to be loved.
Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short
tempered. Changing ( Read more... )

welllll in a turn of recent events, i no longer have to go on the tour w/ the music school! this means more chill time and a break before starting summer school. apparently one of our brass quintet members got a sinus infection and she and her 'rents thought it best she not go. since quintet music would sound pretty suck without 5 members and ( Read more... )

first off, i am done with exams!!!this week has been so exhausting but i'm still here. now i just have to catch up on sleep. tonight should be a fun partay. not much time to update but i would like to post the link to an appalling news story..." Leave a comment

i can't get to sleep. it's not that i am not tired, i assure you i am exhausted, but i am restless. so i have a good start on my judaism final. now i only have a few fill in the blanks/timeline and 5 short essays, my two 2 page site visits, and my final 8 page paper. that's all due wednesday by fiveish. then there's the finals in IDC and history ( Read more... )

this is it:exam week '04. i'm not ready for it. i am especially not ready to turn in my judaism site visits, research paper, and final on wednesday. none of which are started. bah. i also have BAND REHEARSAL tomorrow. bloody hell. that's against the rules. it would take too long to type out the details of what is going on with band and me but i am ( Read more... )

your apathy engulfs me
swallows me without chewing;
without a second thought.
and i am left entangled inside you
strangled by inadequacy
and what can never be.

this is a very rough unrefined copy of a poem i wrote tonight.

My heart dissolves
Like Sweet n' Low
Swirling silt in a coffee cup
Spiraling into some murky abyss

Drink my chemical soul
This dubious sweetness tastes best;
A shrouded toxicity
Enveloped in pink
Harmless in moderation
A confined cancer
Waiting to happen.