why the fuck do people have baby showers? I have baby shower invitations falling out my ass, the stuff is everywhere! Addresses, envolopes, stamps, registry info....god damn! She better get lots of gifts and all sorts of ice cream! No, no ice cream as gifts! Lets stick to the registries ( Read more... )

I am so depressed, and I have no clue why. Well, I have a strong feeling it has something to do with my impending birthday, or all the bad movies I have seen lately, one of the two. I am hiding upstairs, I don't want to be bothered with what Hughs parents are doing to the backyard. They try to call up and talk to me, and I just ignore them, and ( Read more... )

Its so hot up here in my man made hell. Notice man made, no women would do this ( Read more... )

Back from Vegas. Don't hate Hugh so much right now, cause I missed him, and now we are reunited, and bla bla bla. Vegas was a blast. So much fun. I won money, I blew money; but I came home with money. There were so many hot people there... god damn comittments and relationships. All I want is bang bang bang..:) I did nothing but rock all week, ( Read more... )

I hate Hugh, I hate not having a car, I have that I have been inside this god damn house alone all day (oh, and Hugh was home most of the day), I hate not smoking, I hate instant coffee, I hate this hot upstairs, I hate all the work I have but am too lazy to touch, I hate food-Iam getting HUGE, I hate everything.

Is it totaly wrong that I DO NOT want to go back to school tomorrow? Fuck...

I am so bored. I have nothing to do for a change...and I am lost. I supposse I could read something I wanted to..but I don't want to touch any kind of book. I could clean...no. I am hungrey and Hugh is nowhere to cook for me...asshole. So I sit at this goddamn box, being all emo...and lame. Bored...out of my skull fucked head. BORED. ... ... ...

New York was nice. I always love going up there. It feels like home when I am there, but I do not think I could ever live there again. Not in that part. For each good memory, there is a bad. Too much to try to deal with there. But it is nice to go back, every now and then. I caught the...flowers tha the bride throws (that I can not spell the word ( Read more... )

what the hell have I become? I don't know who I am, or what I am suppossed to be. I look in the mirror, I no longer see me. I see images of people, younger and funner...I used to be them. Now what the fuck am I. I am so lost, and so I turn to this technological healer...this number of pains. It doesn't work, don't be fooled, I will leave this site ( Read more... )

ok, I feel better. Don't hate as much now. We got there ok, so I am not hating the driving of hugh or chuck. The food was good, and after we got rid of our first server, the second one was nice. So, all is well enough in Sarah ville. Still could not fix the poor problem, and after a meal at legacy village, I would say I am more hard up.:( I hate ( Read more... )