I've made big steps in not caring what people think about me. I still have a way to go. I was just thinking that maybe I let too many people read too much. Then I realized that I'm a good person with nothing to hide. Even though I do lots of things that can be characterized as bad and come from a crazy family I'm a normal person, I make very good ( Read more... )

I got my first fillings today! It wasn't so bad, took only 30 minutes, and only hurt a little. I'll be back for more the 30th and still have to schedule to have my wisdoms out. Afterwards I used a straw and kept squirting out of the side of my mouth ( Read more... )

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I think I want to do a drawing of last night. Me falling asleep with brandon rubbing my ass, me holding my belly and saying "I'm sorry, I'm sorry brandon that I ate too much ( Read more... )

I'm on vacation

It's going to kick ass

I'm going to be all reflective with nature

and I'm going to shop and shoplift

I had a dream that I was a mother. We were at a gas station and Brandon was filling up the tank. My little black boy who must've been 4 was cutting up in the back and I could not get him to settle down. The whole short dream was me scolding him, but I hope I always remember what he looked like ( Read more... )

I feel so weird ( Read more... )

I just wrote something on someone's facebook that maybe I shouldn't have but the girl didn't tag me! I've never been able to figure out why she doesn't like me but she's made that whole group of girls I like practically ostracize me. I haven't even heard from Jolie while she's been in town and I thought she'd be my friend forever. I will write her ( Read more... )

I failed a class, but I have a 3.1 gpa. I feel sooo much better.

I'm coming home on Monday.