Time for a real update until I get bored and distracted enough to get a shower. Things have been no where close to easy and somewhere near impossible. Not to say that I am not making it because somehow I am actually doing OK. I don't trust people anymore, and may act as if I love you but will never let you close enough to hurt me. This sucks. This ( Read more... )

LAYER ONE: Spell your name with animals ( Read more... )

Single or taken? Single ( Read more... )

Im dying, or just dead.

soo it has been a really bad past few weeks. i fucked up my knee reallll good last night. it is probably hurting more now then it ever did the first time. i had to have done something worse. i dont want to go though alll this shit anymore. really. why the fuck me? im about ready to die...again. someone be there. im not asking. im demanding. i cant ( Read more... )

i lay in bed at night, unable to sleep, just thinking about how i'll be alone forever.

i am so fed up at this point ( Read more... )

it has been a while but only because there nothing to update on.

i'm just tired of life always screwing me over.

thats about it.

so it has been a while ( Read more... )

so last night, huh? i truthfully got smashed. i mean come on. i was going to the station with ben, to see nates band with robby? i needed something. my ears are still ringing. i can't fucking stand robby. he comes around and does nothing but bitch and put down on my life. expecting me to change. for what? i may not be happy a bit where i am in my ( Read more... )