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[sarahrooie]

I feel shitty now. I feel like I want to pack my bags and catch the next train to London, and work in Sainsbury's for the rest of my life. Really. Really, really. I wouldn't go as far to say I hate it, but being here makes me feel so uncomfortable that I want to go home. Why force yourself to feel so crappy? Why would anyone want to feel like this

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[ratzcrackers]

It gets better.

It really, really does.

[sarahrooie]

I kind of decided that too. Because it could be so much worse. Someone could have cut off both my legs.

[ratzcrackers]

Always look on the bright side of things.

In all honesty, I'm not sure if there's anything anyone could say to make you feel better. I've started over many times. When tossed into a new situation with complete strangers, I'm always miserable at first. Then it just gets better.

[sarahrooie]

There is apparently an indie society. I will find them soon.

[shortlived]

I fear I would react the same way if I actually went to college/university. But, you know, Tina's right -- it'll get better in time. After all, you can't be the first person to have felt this way, so some of the billions and billions people that have done it before you had to have wanted to quit a few thousand times and go back home.

Good luck, dear.

[happilyforever]

That sounds like me at my first day of every volleyball camps i get forced into. I'm a quitter, i quit everything when i was little because when i don't like it i don't want to do it.

But it probably will get better the more you get comfortable and adjusted to the surroundings. :)

[jordanblakeman]

First days are always like that. Hell, I still feel that way many days when I go to school. However, it'll be over in a few months; a few years, for you. Anyway, even if the people at your school suck, I'm sure there are people in town who are cool.