Its been so long since Ive seen my live journal ( Read more... )

Im looking at college plans.
Since my present is so awful,
I might as well work on the future.
What can I do?
He lied again.
Hes still doing it.
I know I don't deserve it.
My heart will be
forever broken
If i continue on like this.

Is he lying?
Is he honest?
Why is he blowing me off?
If he's lying, wheres he going?
OR whats he spending his money on?
Why hasn't he called?
Why can he be HERE?
Why haven't I left him yet?
Do I deserve this?
Does anyone fucking care?

oo and its actually 1/15/06

Lately I've made some good decisions ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Emma Lou!

<3 you tons

Well things are better.
this is the edit of yesterday
I cant stay in this house much longer.
and i have 30 bucks
burning a hole in my pocket.
i neeeeeeed some candy
deff. have to get to
the savannah sweets shop
SOON

PMS'ing maybe?
choco-holic lately
yup

when the shit hits the fan...

all i gotta say is FUCK IT

turns out
insurance fucked up
and surgery is postponed
until further notice
But I will keep
you all updated
i should have it
before or just as
school starts back
next year.
its at shands.
but i can only
have 2 visitors
so if you're visiting
come to my house instead
phone for the address
when i post the surg. date

I just wanted to tell you all ( Read more... )

So glad he's back
So glad he's here
Even though it's harder
To be apart knowing
That he's so close
But now things are alot better.
Thank God.
Love him to pieces.