oh my! its late! its 8:40pm! i must sleep soon or i will be so tired tomorrow morning. yipes ( Read more... )

i dont want to update my fucking journal ( Read more... )

val val is dying my hair! it smells like sunscreen. i havent done my hair in a long time. the last time i got it foiled was january then in feb. i died it like sandy blonde cuz i got sick of touchin up my dang roots. kate is driving home right now, 3 days early. court is at home too. lets not speak of this suspension business it pisses me off to ( Read more... )

today is a typical gross, foggy, wet, semi-cold day on top of lookout mountain georgia ( Read more... )

shallowest entry to date coming about.....riiight now. i simply will state what i want to purchase this summer. after our food fight last night i stayed up till 530am perusing the internet for the things i want to BEEECOOMEE MIIINE. here goes ( Read more... )

hmm. well my rat project is done. i hate that stupid rat. i hope it dies real soon. stupid idiot ( Read more... )

this past week and weekend consisted of ( Read more... )

jewelry worn daily: not much anymore ( Read more... )

empty spaces...fill me up with holes..distant faces..with no place left to go, without u within me, i cant find no rest, where im goin...IS anybodys guess. I TTRIED TO GO ON LIKE I NEVER KNEW U, IM AWAKE BUT MY WORLD IS HALF ASLEEP. I PRAY FOR THIS HEART TO BE UNBROKEN ( Read more... )

i am a foul, wretched person. sick, disgusting. today's sermon was amazing. but somehow it still doesnt comfort me. i know we are saved by grace and we need to just talk to God and say i cant do this. i cant fight this sin anymore i dont know how. im scared to even say that. its like all of the stuff i learned growing up isnt in my brain anymore, ( Read more... )