so much stuff to do its rediculous ( Read more... )

wow, what a change crying can make. about 2 hours ago i was a ball of rage. now i am at peace. God was pulling at me again...which happens alot cuz im a sinful sinful person. but to me he was really saying...are you satisfied with your life? and im not. im just not. im sick of relationships that i just settle on, when i know i can do better. im ( Read more... )

if only you could see my face right now. i am so unhappy with my stage in life right now its rediculous. im sick of people. im sick of people to the fullest extent. im sick of trying im sick of worrying when i shouldnt have to and im sick of giving it my f**ing all and not getting much in return. i haven't read my bible in a long time and quite ( Read more... )

it snowed today. it was disgustingly disgusting. actually it would have been really pretty had it not been foggy up the wazzoo. im at a loss as to what to do tonight! on one hand i know i need to read my beautiful large psychology book but on the other hand its a perfect night to go see my...boy at the moment? such a nice kid..got alot going for ( Read more... )

daughters will turn into lovers who turn into mothers so mothers be good to your daughters too! that song is so precious, i have to say. my mommy was good to me! and my daddy is too! i love my mommy and daddy. i even love my step mommy. God has blessed me. some people only get one mom in this life. but not me! i get to have two. my mom would be ( Read more... )

blah blah blah blah. in exactly t-minus 4 minutes i have to go retrieve kate from the shower and bring her back to her room without little covenant boys seeing her in a towel bc apparently "they just dont like that here" - kate. ope, three minutes and counting. i think we might go see a movie tonight. I HATE spending money for fun. rrrrgh it angers ( Read more... )

yay the weather was the SHIIIIIZZZLE today. haha yes, the shizzle. it was like almost 70 outside today and right now...evening time its roughly 60 out. is that not saweeet? anyways. i am giving a speech on how to properly walk in and wear stilettos. IS THAT NOT KICK ASS? HAHAHA. sorry, i just think its hilarious. im sure i already mentioned this, ( Read more... )

THANKS FOUTS. gosh i just love stealing her stuff ( Read more... )

this weekend has been crazy. not much sleep, lots of people, lots of good looking guys. way too much chocolate- wow thats the first...and too little studying. MAN this is just so odd for a college student right? hahaha, i guess it makes me feel better that im not a minority in my habits. time to go study. SEE!! i actually do do work, i promise.

last night was the shiz. we went to voodoo, which was actually a really awesome club. kind of small, but bigger than the small "drink". yay for that. anyways, i saw zac. hahaha that was interesting see him. it was weird bc i was like...what if i see zac tonight? cuz i saw him when we went to the electric cowboy. so i saw him and it was funny. then ( Read more... )