yay! i moved into my new/first apartment ( Read more... )

two nights ago i dreamed that my best friend committed suicide. when i found out, i went to london where it had happened. once there, i found an old cafe whose owner had met her. at the cafe, which happened to be haunted, a ghost came after me and showed me how my friend had died - by jumping off the london bridge. after seeing this vision i ( Read more... )

my life is so depressing. i'm a college grad who still works at her close-to-minimum wage job like she has every summer. why am i such a loser ( Read more... )

hey yall ( Read more... )

I've been meaning to update this for a while now ( Read more... )

first the bullshit...i was put on a wait-list to get into isu's grad program. seriously, i felt like the biggest dumbass. i mean, we're not talking harvard or yale here...isu. they do have the best program in IL....it's the only one that can give doctorates in my field. i didnt expect to get in....but i liked it better when i didnt know how ( Read more... )

so i booked my flight for spring break. i'm going to Kansas for 5 days (well, 4 really) to visit chris. i was going to try to make it easy and just drive down there. I've made the drive before so i know i can do it...but this time i would have been going alone and my parents and chris were all no! single girl on the highway = murder by a crazy ( Read more... )

i have strep throat. damnit. i didnt think i did....i started taking the antibiotics this weekend but all i was thinking was "crazy doctor, it's a virus and these wont do any good." but the test came back today and i do have it...and now i'm wondering why the pills havent started working yet. could it be because i was with chris this weekend ( Read more... )

Happy Valentines Day! i finally have someone to celebrate vday with this year...and you know what that means....yep, tonight i'm cramming for a damn psychopharmacology exam! this test is going to make me cry. like, i think i'll bring a box of tissues with me. it's such a confusing class. I DONT KNOW CHEMISTRY!!! why cant we just talk about ( Read more... )

spring semester has begun and i'm pretty sure it's become a tradition that i update livejournal on the first day of school. dont question...just go with it. this is my last semester...unless of course i go to grad school...in which case i'm only HALF WAY THRU college. half. ew ( Read more... )