so, i haven't written in this in god only knows how long. i looked at the earlier entries and i said to myself "wtf was i thinking?" i don't know. i'll keep things....updated?

WELL WELL WELL.....

kyle. leah. butchy. cheech. souvelin. cartwright. matt. mellon.

new dog. no licence yet. YMCA. sick. happy. with kyle. no drugs.

things are doing well for sarah.

kiss away the stars and i'll be there ( Read more... )

oh muh gawd. this weekend is gunna be nuts. i've been hanging out with mandi alot. and all of the other cool kids around here. i love it. it seems like not that i'm not friends with j & n...i'm being excepted more by more important people. and believe me, i'm lovin it. oh well. i still work alot. i'm starting to get tired of that place real quick. ( Read more... )

now that i just realized i have no friends. well the friends i thought i had i guess they don't concider me as one. whatever. i got GOOD friends from poland. god i wish i went there. THANKS for acting like your my friend and don't even mention me as one in your blog. i appreciate it. makes me feel like 29742398573094753984 dollars, let me tell you ( Read more... )

things are weird now. everyones changing. i feel like i'm the only one not changing when in all reality i am. growing older makes me feel isolated. we're all graduating next year. i won't see anyone else anymore. everyone will be out at college, in the army or in the marines. the people i talked to before seem like they have grown younger. they ( Read more... )

rick pollo.

there. you're in here now. haha

i don't know if i can live like this anymore. one more day of this exhaustion and i might exhale my soul.

hey fella's. finally back. things have been pretty hectic lately.me and rick are "talking". really glad. except i don't think...well i dunno. i still like someone but...he'll never ever like me in my life since it's been like almost 3 years. whoa i'm a big loser. but ricks nice...he comes to my work and he's just a total sweetheart. he came to see ( Read more... )

oh my gooooood. i'm at turrah's right now. last night was so crazy. we camped out in the back yard and we had a gang of fun. i slept on a shower curtain and a bathroom rug. we didn't sleep at all. and...we played this stupid fucking game that each person says a crazy word and we all put it together and make a sentence. erin kept yelling burrido. we ( Read more... )