This entry might not make a lot of sense, but I need to get some stuff out before I end up in a corner crying for the rest of the night ( Read more... )

After a nine hour plane ride from San Francisco, California (which would have been unbearable if I weren't fortunate enough to be sitting with Cara and Jackie) to Heathrow/London, England, and another hour plane ride from Heathrow/London to Dublin, a couple of nights in Dublin, a night in York, England, I'm finally in London, England. Yeah so we ( Read more... )

My Original Camp Plan
Go: check
Get assigned a camper needing the least assistance: check
Get through the week: check
Not get too sentimental about it: woopsLooks like I stuck to the game plan. Except for the last and most important task. Before you go to camp, everyone tells you all the cliche things you expect to hear and you dismiss them all ( Read more... )

Alright so I'm packing for Camp ReCreation (for those of you who don't know, it's a week long summer camp for mentally and physically disabled people and I get assigned a camper for the week) and I'm getting kind of nervous. I know this probably sounds really selfish, but what if I get assigned a camper who's in a wheelchair? Or craps like it's ( Read more... )

So I guess my biggest mistake this year was taking Philosophy 2 Honors. At first everything was just a bunch of crap, but it's all starting to come together in these last few days. I won't go into detail and all the technical terms, but the most important thing I've learned it relativity ( Read more... )

Lately all of my friends (including my boyfriend) are keeping things from me because they are afraid I will be hurt or disappointed by these "things". But then I hear the truth or things they've been keeping from me from someone else and that hurts and disappoints me twice as much. Yeah, sure, me being the person that I am, if my friend or ( Read more... )

In my relationship with Ryan, we have gotten to the point where I start to put up a wall. I start to realize that I've been in this position before. I've been in a relationship with this same level of intensity that makes me think that the relationship is indestructible. But after a setback like last August, I've learned that at any given point ( Read more... )

Alright well this hasn't been done in quite a long time mostly because I have nothing to say. Life just seems to be wasting away. College is approaching fast, but I'm just neglecting the whole thing all together. To be brutally honest, I don't want to go to college. Everyone is so eager to grow up, but I mean think about it this way: when you ( Read more... )

Turns out my little quest to get published in the Sac Bee was successful.

We spend a good deal of our lives waiting. Waiting for the red light to turn green. Waiting in line. Waiting for class to be over. Waiting for food to cook. Waiting for our favorite show to come on television. Waiting for a package to come in the mail. And even waiting for the straightener to get got ( Read more... )