if ive seemed like a [bigger than normal] jerk lately, im sorry ( Read more... )

so id say livejournals are pretty cool, yeah?

im sorry you had to find out like this...

so today i realized something,

i have no idea who i am...

and its a scary feeling

its christmas!!! eeek!
today was awesomee.
my cousin called from rehab today, and i was so shocked to hear him sound so good.
hes getting a lot better, i hope one day he will be able to come home again.
i hope everyone has a verrry good day! <3

ps. am i the only one whos already gained like 10 lbs since christmas break?

i <3 christmas more than youuuuu.

well some anonymous person told me to update so i figured it was time!
things are crazy. this week is going by unbelievable slow. but last week was good so ill tell about that!

friday andy and i walked home and watched harry potter 3! [yes, i got to hang out with the coolest kid ever, i know] <3 ( Read more... )

[[yep, its official. i love thanksgiving]] <3

thursday i went to my grandparents house for dinner with all the relatives [all i can say is 'wow'] im related to a bunch of quacks.

then victoria came over and spent the night!

friday we pigged out at subway, went to the mall, and then hung out at her house

later that night we went to see the grudge ( Read more... )

this weeked rocked at rockbridge
and im so stoked for some of my friends
i got a new marble and i bring him everywhere <3 ( Read more... )

dear god, please make everything get better. please make me happier. and please get me a nice boy that will love me. one that will help me get through everything. help make this pain go away. pretty please amen <3