A discreet kiss to his fingers transferred to Jaejoong’s cold lips became his biggest, most precious secret.
Jaejoong’s group won various awards on Korean stages that winter and Keita bit his lips watching Jaejoong smiled to someone else; his expressive eyes full of love, pride, adoration. A hug that should mean nothing to him turned into a potent poison. Thank God he wasn’t there when it happened - he didn’t know what he would do if he was.
but homg pain is pain indeed.
One meeting, two outings, ten supposed dates. Keita’s number was on Jaejoong’s speed dial - in key 5 to replace someone who used to be there.
The ex-girlfriends (and someone he couldn’t mention) that he used to love and the heartbreaks that gave him ideas for love songs.
The next morning, Keita woke up with no Jaejoong beside him and an apology note on the pillow that smelled of Jaejoong’s CK One.
He never cried as hard as he did that day.And the bad thing is idk whose pain I am feeling more, he, his or him ;_
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Jaekei. Im digging this. Jae seriously need someone who'll actually apprrciate him. It's really bittersweet this. I dunno if i shud feel sorry for jae because he did get his happy ending, as well as keita. Hmm maybe the really unlucky one in this story is that someone.
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A discreet kiss to his fingers transferred to Jaejoong’s cold lips became his biggest, most precious secret.
Jaejoong’s group won various awards on Korean stages that winter and Keita bit his lips watching Jaejoong smiled to someone else; his expressive eyes full of love, pride, adoration. A hug that should mean nothing to him turned into a potent poison. Thank God he wasn’t there when it happened - he didn’t know what he would do if he was.
but homg pain is pain indeed.
One meeting, two outings, ten supposed dates. Keita’s number was on Jaejoong’s speed dial - in key 5 to replace someone who used to be there.
The ex-girlfriends (and someone he couldn’t mention) that he used to love and the heartbreaks that gave him ideas for love songs.
The next morning, Keita woke up with no Jaejoong beside him and an apology note on the pillow that smelled of Jaejoong’s CK One.
He never cried as hard as he did that day.And the bad thing is idk whose pain I am feeling more, he, his or him ;_ ( ... )
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the someone i've alluded to is so obvious. lol. but idc. it needs to be out and done.
the pain is for all of us, i think. but jae needs love - and isn't it wonderful to think he'll get it from someone who's willing?
p/s: i never thought you'd read this, srsly. heh. ^^;;
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/pokes
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thanks for reading anyway! ^^;
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Thanks for a beautiful piece &hearts
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maybe he is. you lost some to gain some. that 'someone' obviously made his choice. :/
thank you for reading it ♥♥
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But I feel so torn between happiness and tears.. Jaejoong really needs someone to give him some real loving :(
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thank you for reading this! ♥♥♥
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I love all the real life references <3 I'm kind of on a leadersshi strike too >_<;;;
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heh. i still love the man so much though - just mad at him a little bit. ":p
♥!
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