My official last day here will be Sept. 29! I am so happy to be gettin away from here.

Ok, so I have decided that September 8 I will break the news to my boss that September 29 shall be my last day. I have to start preparing for Spring Semester at Southeastern.....Yes, I am going back (hopefully). If I can get all the funding, I shall be trudging the campus with my little sister come this January. From the time I quit to the time ( Read more... )

T-minus 5 days and counting....I'm really freaked out!

Wednesday at 7:00 am on the 9th I will be having surgery and a piece of me will be gone forever. I want my everyone to know that I loves all of yall and wish me luck. (I have been reduced to eating jello, dried cereal and drinking mountain blast powerade....life isn't too bad and my clothes fit better.)

Unsure and uncomfortable...

I HAVE MADE A DECISION!!! I am going to apply in the fall for the spring semester at Ascension College. I realized that I hate my job and that I want something better. I am not going to do the big university campus thing because that is just not me. The course is less than a year and I get certified in the course I choose. What I've chosen is an in ( Read more... )

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My hands are shaking more. My eyes are opening less. My heart is beating faster and louder. I use sleep to escape everything. I hate my job. I hate cops as of July 8,2006 12:00 am (especially Gonzales police). I am losing it again. My mind is becoming less lucid. I am about to crack. This is how it starts. Soon, I won't be able to leave my house ( Read more... )

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I am so tired of test being run on me. I am tired of have IV needles put through my vein instead of in them. I am tired of this bruise on my arm that looks like I have been shooting up because of someone not being able to put in an IV and insteads blows out my vein. I am tired of my stomach being prodded and poked. I am tired of the hospital. I am ( Read more... )