it's been about three months since the last time i've updated this journal...and a rough three months it's been...this year is coming to an end and i couldn't be happier...there are things about this year that i will never forget: my sister got married...emily started kindergarten...melanie was born...and i fell in love...and i'm sure there was ( Read more... )

well i want you to notice ( Read more... )

sunday is mine and tim's six month anniversary...it's crazy...part of me can't believe it's already been six months and part of me can't believe it's only been six months...i've felt so completed and so at peace over the last six months with him that it's hard for me to remember what it was like before him even though it really wasn't that long ago ( Read more... )

i'm thinking it's a sign ( Read more... )

there comes a time in a persons life when they have to prove themselves not only to others but to themselves...i've found myself at a crossraods sort a speak...i can back down and runaway or i can stand my ground and show i'm not afraid...i know what i want...i know where i want to go...and i was thisclose to letting someone else stop me and make ( Read more... )

i'm feeling a little sad...more disappointed...but also sad...i've decided to leave my job and transfer to the ramsey store...things have just gotten out of control and i really can't take any more...i went to my gm and had a long talk...i told him i wanted to leave...at first he tried to convice me not to...he kept telling me how he didn't want to ( Read more... )

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i really don't think it's possible for anyone to hate their job more than i hate mine right now...every fucking time i go into that place either my fat lazy bitch of a manager has to start a fight with me or her miserable skanky whore of a sidekick has to...i can't take much more of it...i go into to that place to work...i do my job...i mind my own ( Read more... )

if only once you'd let me ( Read more... )

run ( Read more... )