I woke up at four in the morning shaking uncontrollably. I was so cold and could find absolutely no way to get warm. I think I had a fever because before I woke up, I had one of those dreams that you have only when you are really sick. I was traveling through the wilderness heading east. Except it wasn't really wilderness, more like a large ( Read more... )

I hate when people fight with each other. I never really fight with my friends. Of course I get irritated, often pretty upset; however, this rarely leads to confrontational fights. I wonder why that is. Maybe, I don't feel close enough with anyone to actually feel secure fighting with them. Or maybe, the effort of fighting never seems worth it ( Read more... )

Yesterday, the moon took lodging on my sleeve.
Today, I have hope for even the broken-hearted stars.

Today I ate a piece of squash that tasted like weed.

I am so bored. Even writing this bores me sooo much, I may stop at any moment. I just want to do something exciting...I want something exciting and different to happen to me. I am just so painfully bored. I just can't stand it anymore.

Little by little, everyday it eats away at me.....I need turkey and stuffing.

I haven't been able to post for almost a year. To put something into words make it real. In Eastern Philosophy we are learning about Taoism. "The tao that can be followed is not the eternal Tao. The name that can be named is not the eternal name." The way, in Taoism lies beyond mere words. We have to stop seeing words as the medium of reality ( Read more... )

I hate rhetorical questions.

Ok so here it is: I officially do not like school. I am not having a good time. I am unhappy.

Ok, so right now it is Tuesday. But it's like 10:10, so its practically wednesday. And if it is wednesay then i have really two days left before i return home. I am so excited. I have everything planned down to the music i am listening as the plane lands in LA. And then, when I get home, I am going to hop in a car and drive to the beach.