So Jay thinks I'm bi-polar...how soes one go about finding out if they are bi-polar...do u just pick up the phone and call any head doctor and ask or will they deem u crazy and take your children away? i dont think im crazy just weird...with everything that has happened in my life lately how can i not be a little crazy....i am winning though, ( Read more... )

how funny this little weird world i live in...i have no idea....this bites...jason is being oddly nice to me...offered to take my car to crappy tire to see what all needed to be done to it...viola told me if jason touches it then brown wont fix it for me...thats being childish...i know she has the papers for the van and shes just not remembering ( Read more... )

grr life bites....need another job..grrr i hate this...bills suck

ggggggggggggggggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...why cant he get it...i dont wanna be with him..its that simple..no hidden motives no nothing!!!gggggggrrrrrrrrrr...everyday the same thing!!!!...courtney...i had a dream that u had a baby boy..r u pregnant?
love you xoxox

You Are The Fool
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i think my cat is the only one who loves me unconditionally..how sad is that...maybe she does have condition but she just cant express them in a way that i understand..grr 21 on thursday..how interesting life is..i never imagined i be here at 21, i was supposed to be in college..learning something useful..how weird it all is...

life is horrible and i want my evrything to be simple again. i guess it never was to begin with but i always hoped it would get there some day. i dont want to be in a relationship with jason beyond friendship, but evryone says that i'm ruining abbys life, how is that worse than living in a house where ppl are constantly fighting and going crazy at ( Read more... )

You are George Orwell


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i've finally figured it out..not only am i a bitch i'm also a loser. haha, isnt life funny. *sigh*. i live with someone yet i'm always lonely..ohwell.