Okay..So I'm in need of updating you all on my life..lol. Me & Seth broke up once again..it just really wasnt working out at all. I recently got a new boyfriend[go figure, i'm horrible like that] and he's pretty awesome :) His name is Jason. Hes about seven years older than me, but that's perfectly okay in my book, wouldn't have been a few years ( Read more... )

I miss the sound of your voice ( Read more... )

IDK if I posted anything or not about this but Seth n I are engaged! We were planning the wedding for Nov fourteenth..BUT..Spur of the moment kinda thing. I've always wanted to go to the beach and get married. So, we're doing it! This'll be SOONER than November. Maybe in a few months. We thought family, and a few friends that wanna make the drive ( Read more... )

I wouldnt put it past me to confusing the hell outta all my viewers lol. Me n Seth got back together n working on our relationship better..n everythings gravy! So gravy that Seth finally proposed to me, now I'm getting married! The date is Nov 14th. We have no idea where or anything yet tho. But lemme tell you..planning this has been hectic n I ( Read more... )

I'm really frustrated with everything right now. I know most people say that love isn't everything..but thats more of the most important thing in my life..feels like the only thing I have for me. Of course I'm stuck between two guys right now..One guy I've been with for awhile about 4 years now..and another guy I met and I have deep deep feelings ( Read more... )

So..me and Seth broke up.. :/ and it hurts like fuck. I love him to death and a apart of me still wants to be with him. But..I dont know if I can handle it..I guess I'm just not a committed person like I thought I was. Now I'm back at home, blaring my depressing music as I do always whenever I have a rough break up. It usually helps me to cope with ( Read more... )

Leona Lewis- Bleeding Love ( Read more... )

Fuck you By Archive ( Read more... )

Let this be a calling out for my friends kinda entry. I'm going thru some serious hard times right now..I really need some of my old friends back..I'm isolating myself from a few of my supposed friends. I just can't deal with them anymore. ..and yes one of them being Chasidy. She's definitely getting on my nerves. I try to tell them how I feel, and ( Read more... )

So I've been doing pretty good lately. I'm not exactly understanding how guys are..But I'm assuming I never will. I've been pretty much drinking a couple smirnoffs. I wouldnt call myself an alcoholic or anything though. I just drink considering I just turned 21. Don't worry, it'll wear off soon ( Read more... )