so i dont really have time to update but i just wanted to say that i just did a very scary thing. i just deleted the folder where i had saved all of davy´s emails. 67 messages... poof!! It was scary because that was, HE was, such a big part of my life for a really long time. *deep breath* but i needed to do that. i dont chat with him anymore, ( Read more... )

god i cant even navigate through this website in spanish!! aarrgghhh!! but hey, my boyfriends home, my boyfriends home, my boyfriends home!!!!! sure, now i´m halfway across the world in spain, but at least he´s HOME and i can call him whenever the fuck i want to, and he can call me, and there are no time limits and i can write emails and we can ( Read more... )

so i finally just logged onto LJ for the first time in what seems like forever. i forgot how much other ppl write, on a daily basis. i had to click 'earlier' on my friends page 5 times and i still only got back to july 31st. i stopped there because i got bored. not that everyone's lives arent fascinating and everything... i'm just too self- ( Read more... )

SO. Liam's leaving today. big sighs all over. it still doesnt seem real...ha, it probly wont hit me for like a month that i wont be seeing him till January. and by then it'll be down to 5 months. i think the time'll pass fast. i know it will when im in spain. and probly this summer too. i DO have the most awesomest summer job in my opinion ( Read more... )

duke91784: please dont hate me baby, I really wish I could spend the whole summer with you, I know the next 6 are gonna be rough, but I really think we'll be able to tought it out, I am absolutly crazy about you, you mean so much to me and i dont want to loose you, so I will do everything I can to keep you, even if it means 6 months apart ( Read more... )

this was on Liam's away message...i like it...

En un mundo de ilusión,
yo estaba desahuciado,
yo estaba abandonado.
Vivía sin sentido,
pero llegaste tu...

yayyy spanish!! ok i should be doing homework... :-D

*SIGH*

this time it already feels so much better... :-D

Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... CategoryYour Score Average Self-Lovin'68.3%
Explored the pleasures of the flesh 65.1%Shamelessness76.2%
Has yet to see self in mirror 79.4% Sex Drive 78.9%
The Pope is envious77.8%Straightness28.6%
Done the nasty, but not creatively 44.9% Gayness 75%
Repressed, are we? 83.6%
Fucking Sick89.4%
Refreshingly normal 90% ( Read more... )

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my boss just sent me onna those forwards of "things you would like to say out loud at work" below are my favorites...

( my favorites )