i forgot to mention that elisabeth lex gave me a fuzzy hat with unicorns on it for my birthday, oh man it is adorable ( Read more... )

aside from having strep throat, i think, and generally feeling like crap, and having both a huge test yesterday and tomorrow... this is one of the best birthdays i've ever had. i got some pretty cool shit ( Read more... )

10. chump 9. chumpette 8. yours 7. up 6. pimp-mobile 5. bite 4. my 3. shiny 2. daffodil 1. ass ( Read more... )

so, holy crap. i don't think i can adequetly explain this, but i'll try. last sunday gene and i left for the harbor islands, a short distance away (about a 20-30 min ferry ride from the aquarium to the main island, and another 10-20 minute ride to the smaller ones ( Read more... )

is it bad that i kinda got turned on today at the doctor's office? while i was getting a breast exam? it was just, like, the most attention anyone has ever paid to my breasts, and it was this loving, tender, gentle touch. what can i say.... it was pretty hot...

i had a good weekend this past, uh, weekend. i went to NYC and saw some amazing improv starring ms. tracy hoole. i was really pleased with all of the groups that i saw. i also went shopping with tracy and her asian friends, good times good times ( Read more... )

you know what sucks?
pregnancy.

and the fact that it could happen to me.

it hit me for real today. goddamn. i don't actually think i could go through with an abortion, either.

why do i have to be a girl?

i'm totally wasting time at work so i tilted the monitor so no one can see. jesus. i am accomplishing nothing in my life... little things are piling up, calls i should make, things i should do, and all i seem to be able to do is cook absurdly fantastic meals and spend hours and hours locked in my room with gene ( Read more... )

I felt I should clarify my last entry. I shouldn't write entries while I feel like that, it turns my journal into that of a 14-year-old over-dramatic girl. But... I was going crazy yesterday. Let me explain why, starting with events of Sunday afternoon ( Read more... )

i'm really upset and distraught. i am incredibly anxious, so much so that it is severely imparing my functionality as a human being. i wish weird things would stop happening to me. i am hanging on to sanity by a thread, all of a sudden. i'm so close to returning to my post-roast mental state that it is scary ( Read more... )