i'm such a fag for having keeping this journal (not aimed at anyone other than myself). it just isn't me anymore. but putting it to use..leave some numbers for me georgia kids so we can hang out...i got kicked out so i need places to crash and drugs to do...?

hearts.
flowers.
c:: all of the above?

I start Carmike on Wednesday.

so excited. no shit.

although i feel, not strongly or violently, that this whole livejournal deal is absolutely ridiculous and such a tool, i will again make it my own and utulize it as a communication device rather than a cry-sigh-watch-me-die freeforall. Afterall I am not directly contacting you ( Read more... )

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why does everyone gotta be such a dick all the time?

god.

desolate and stranded. possiblities collide with authority, structure, fate. storms of doubt and raging dissapointment, waves so high on what could've been crash up against the shore of a still silent me, let me scream and thrash, inside out ( Read more... )

go back to those gold soundz ( Read more... )

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i have no loyalty. i am an opportunist. i am completely satisfied and passionately obsessed with the things i value most in my current living situation, but at the slightest hint of something more entertaining, more colorful, more exciting, anything that makes me feel alive...i will leave my promises, i will abandon the thing i ached for so ( Read more... )

I feel like
I am
living my life
in between
the seconds,

slipping
and sliding,
carelessly,

hoping
to end up
in the right spot
at the right time.

Hoping
the stars
will
align for me.

(you make me wanna tell you things)