I have been so full of emotion today that I don't even know how to put everything going on inside my head and inside my heart into words ( Read more... )

Oh, livejournal, the things you do to me. I told myself all day that I was going to go to sleep at 10 today since I'm so exhausted, but now I've found myself sitting online and writing in this stupid thing. Well what are you gonna do ( Read more... )

So it feels like a Thursday night. I hate that. Usually when it's really early in the week and it feels like really late in the week, I enjoy skipping a day and creating a mini-weekend. However, school sucks and I'm like 3 days over my max number of absences and I missed about 4.5 days last week with my alergic reaction or whatever and spring ( Read more... )

So I'm trying to decide if I really feel like updating on this thing, but in the name of procrastination, I guess I'll give it a go. It's been awhile kind of, but maybe livejournal has just lost its edge. I don't really get a kick out of reading them that much anymore but I do it anyway pretty much out of habit. I do like writing in mine though, ( Read more... )

Yeah so I wish I was still at the beach. Spring break was not at all what I expected and though there were some trying times, I definately would go back in heartbeat. A few highlights ( Read more... )

Happy Spring Break!

See you on the beach...

I'm eating this rice that has a strange crunch and aftertaste to it. Perhaps I should stop. But then again I'm quite hungry and find the interesting texture somewhat appealing ( Read more... )

wait so why am I crazy? why do I smile my fucking ass off the entire way home thinking about how happy things are and then get home and think about how shitty things are? would things be better if...? I doubt it. well then why do I keep running this fucking thoughts through my god damn head? why am I laughing? Oh yeah, because I'm crazy ( Read more... )

Tonight I made myself a really strong drink at work with every intention to come home and do a ton of work considering I have major tests in my two hardest classes on Wednesday. Well I drank the drink and have a lovely caffeine buzz but unfortunately, it's not strong enough to make me do work. In fact, my backpack is still in the trunk of my car ( Read more... )

My mother is killing me. She's now gotten so big on the whole "you're making adult decisions so now you have to handle adult responsibilities" bullshit thats she's been pulling since Sweet 16 but even more since she found the cigarettes. However, this evening she decided to tell me that I needed to go to bed before 12 because I take too many naps ( Read more... )