This happened a few days ago... but i had to jot it down because it was a really weird experience.... i was walking up the steps and i decided to have a cigarette before class... and so i stood to the side and smoking it.... i continued to stand there when this guy walked up the steps... i looked at him and then noticed he was walking straight ( Read more... )

Ive been sitting here the whole time

"A true friend inspires
you to believe the best in
yourself, to keep pursuing
your deepest dreams
most wonderful of all,
they celebrate all of your
successes as if they
were their own"

The words leaked off the paper...
and nobody understands them

really.. im just tired
tired of crying
tired of words being put in my mouth
tired of confusion
tired of being broke
tired of peoples additudes
tired of being lied to
tired of feeling unwanted
tired of being alone
tired of school
tired of not being able to laugh
im just plain tired

sometimes i just want to be ran over

if you're quiet
they'll just fill
in the words
for you

im tired of that

I have so much
on my chest..
its almost hard
to speak.. the words
just seap out slowly,
hopefully i will be
able to have it all
lifted soon

i think today is the longest that i
have gone without air.

tomorrow is going to be a long day

how much bullshit can one person withstand?

Today is my sisters birthday.. and my aunts.. they are exactly forty years apart ( Read more... )