aww livejournal,

im going to write more

i miss all of these connections....
how are u all?

the hardest, its getting more and more difficult the more i grow and experience learning the more i resist all the unfolding/tearing apart/chaos that continues thru life toward dying
the weather is shitty, i know i am just about to start my period. it feels so real sometimes.
gotta get on point

i guess i made it thru the oddity. i am sipping lightly now. i am finally soon unpoor, i guess, or the shirt i got on etsy came and the mail and it makes me feel accumulative, or, and i got a late birthday present thats jus a gc to the hippy grocery store so i can buy wine and not feel guilty, and my old landlord emailed me today to say that a ( Read more... )

words are so good, but i am not anywhere near to them lately, i dont know how to feed everything i am experiencing thru them, this is a full spectrum time for me ( Read more... )

Bestrong,bestrong.


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ralph waldo emerson

grazing in the grass, ive heard that song so many times before

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i guess i dreamed about something like this last week. It was me and my aunts laying in the grass, we took turns looking at the way the landscape looked thru each others eyes, the vision from one of my aunts was corn growing in plots though the quality of the images looked very hyper ( Read more... )

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woke up wondering why i am not with anyone, i imagine myself telling them stories and being silly, being myself. I haven't been able to see myself like this in so long. time for a walk. or to pretend. or lay in the park and read about physics. eat guacamole!!!


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MMMMMmmmmmmmmm mayan coffee drink ( Read more... )