Wow. I was looking up online journals and suddenly remembered that I had this account. Haven't been on here in forever. A LOT has changed in the last 7 years. I am now a widow. Bruce passed away almost 2 years ago. He drank and smoked himself into an early grave. But all is well for now. I have a live in boyfriend and a contracted pet. She may ( Read more... )

And so did I look upon the world with tears in my eyes. All the races and peoples of the world had forgotten the place from which they had come. The world had become overrun with greed and war and the Powers That Be looked upon them with pity and sadness. The world had become a place they no longer recognized. I saw with disgrace what war had ( Read more... )

Great. Just what I didn't need or want. More drama in my life. As if it isn't hard enough that my husband might lose his job soon, but now I have to deal with my "sister" and the drama she brought to my door. {{sigh}} I love Sha dearly, but she Really needs to learn to grow up. She was staying up here with Bruce and I and we both thought that ( Read more... )

I hate the snow. I mean, if neither of us had to go out into this weather it might be ok. If we had all that we would need here in the house to last the entire winter, I'd never go outside. I'd sit inside and watch the snow fall and enjoy being safe and warm inside. But this is reality and that isn't possible in our world today. In order to ( Read more... )

I finally have good news to post on here. Bruce got a job!!! He now works as a cook at 161 Billiard Club. He started last week training on night shift, and this week they moved him to days. He'll be getting close to 50 hours a week, so I won't see him as often, but hey, for the kind of money he'll be making, I can handle that. I'll just buckle ( Read more... )

ok. I have had quite a bit to drink tonight. But I need to rant for a while. forgive any mistypes ( Read more... )

The title says it all. About 2 weeks ago, give or take a day, a friend of mine was coming over to help us finish painting the dungeon that we are building. She had been staying over with some other friends of ours but they were abusing her. Not physically, not even emotionally, but they were using her for the money that she had. She spent over ( Read more... )

Wow. Since I started writing on here again, I Keep having things to write about. Some of the things I could write about aren't all that nice, so I shall keep them to myself. Things about some of the people I know and used to call friends. Enough said. But one of the things I want to write about, is something very good indeed. But some people ( Read more... )

I just went back and read through some of my old posts. Wow. I really was naive, wasn't I? I can remember almost every feeling I've posted just by reading them. And knowing how I feel about Bruce, I can only tink to ask myself "Why did I ever think that?" I don't have an answer. But I know that what I felt for the people that hurt me wasn't ( Read more... )

Wow. It has been WAY too long since I was on here. Over two years. :) The same amount of time that I've been with my husband. That's right, for any of my friends on here that don't know, I got married last summer. I have been living with Bruce since early June of 2007. I am happier than I ever thought I could be. Yes, we have our rough ( Read more... )