that i only want you. i wouldnt make the effort over the distance if i didnt. just dont change your mind about me.

with you,
I plan less and less for the worst because i believe more and more that there isnt one.

im doing it again, and its like i just cant stop it... i wish i could, i really hate that i do this. i just want to fast forward

Mikeem1287: i think you are a quiet but deadly person who has a vicious kinky side and decretly works as a dominmatrix
Mikeem1287: lol
Sasoriza28: haha
Sasoriza28: thats very close

I NEED MONEY!!! im making crap money, im tryn to speed up this management trainging but its like she doesnt understand. She says ok well this is what you have to do but she wont give me any time to do it... If i dont start making money there soon then im going to have to find another job. I hate to leave her right now since everyone is quitting ( Read more... )

i have no idea what im doing about anything anymore... maybe ill be a bum like everyone else.

man i wish i could do that but i cant relax and stop wondering what im going to do... lol and now i cant even drink to relax... man, god doesnt like me this year.

i cant take it any more.... your crawl up in your fucking shell and shut everyone else out... leaving me here wondering wtf!!

and you say i have problems communicating... i might hold back a bit but you completly cut people off.

i was at Kars park with my family when the ball dropped. Tried to get Adam to come out but hes being weird... i've pretty much given up on him... im not going to school next semester, i feel like each day i get more and more lost. But it may be a good thing. at least i have time for salsa leasons now ( Read more... )

ya i cant sleep again... mainly cuz the cold meds i took. i went to orientation today at ucf... pretty pointless and i prolly wont be going to school next semester becasue the only 2 classes i need are full. oh well it will give me time to save money and pay off that wonderful debt i made. damn shopping. hopefully i will get inot the program for ( Read more... )

im really restless right now... i keep pacing and getting out of bed to do thats that could wait or really dont need to be done at all.. like this. just too much going on.. everything is cluttered... and tomorrow i know im going to wake up sick. i can feel it coming