so im kinda stuck between stay and go. meaning i know i should go but im still hopeful things will work out so i can stay. i just made things more complicated by getting closer. i really dont ever try to make things complicated. i just have too much hope in the impossible.

so a few days ago me carla and brett were talking about turning our 3rd bedroom into the sex room and tim was at the table too. that same day brett tried to auction me off, well i was jokiing around saying that thats more then i would make their that night and tim pulls out his wallet... i made a comment about why is he going to pay for it when hes ( Read more... )

so kens coming down here for his birthday... i was kinda excited to go up there. i was looking forward to having him all to myself for a few days. Ill just have to go up another time.. we should have a good couple of days, at universal or whereever ( Read more... )

so guess who i found on myspace today. heather daneshgar and jackie litt. 2 really good friends from mad beach. i also found brooke, danielle and jeri but i didnt really want to reunite with them... i tried to find jillian and erin but i guess they arent on there or are under a dif name.

hah so this morning i was almost late because i set my alarm clock wrong.. my aunt woke me up at 745. all i had time to do was brush my teeth and change. i get there and find out that the class has been cancelled because their arent enough kids in it. she said there is another one starting in october but there is no guarantee that it wont be ( Read more... )

so school starts tomorrow at 8 and i prolly wont be able to sleep until at least 1. tomorrow will suck but i will get used to it.

so carla brittany and i decided that i must have this "come stalk me please" aura about me. it happens everytime we go out and it drives me crazy. they try to talk all of us and get shot down but then keep tryn to talk to me. then they follow me around. maybe its like hey ill corner the smallest one of the bunch and she'll have to say yes. last ( Read more... )

so last night i went to chris' lil party. it was for allison because she is leaving for school soon.. i loved workign with her, shes funny. i ended up stayin over cuz i drank the whole bottle of wine. Chris made us all breakfast in the morning and then i went out on the boat with him and G. haha it started pouring and it was looking like a really ( Read more... )

i just got home from apartment hunting. we looked at like 25 places and found 2. a lot of them were income based which sucks. i dunno i guess we'll keep looking
but now its nap time

so today i dyed my hair, its cute but we made a big mess... i always buy the wrong color tho, i think my hair is lighter then it is i guess... i bought dark brown first and you could barely tell the difference between my natural and the dyed. so i went back and dyed natural black and its better... i didnt dye my whole head so dont freak ( Read more... )