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Things these days.
Lots has been going on in my mind lately, and if you've noticed I haven't really posted lately.. Too much going on in my life.But needless to say it has all been good. I'm more secure in my world, my life and who I am. It has been a growing experience the last month for me ( Read more... ) -
These lessons that must be learned..
Oh wow these last few days have been the weirdest, most unusual I've had in a while. (And on this note- Monday draws near very quickly!) But its been a good week all in all, I've seen Fantastic Four- Rise of the Silver Surfer. Seen Remco get sick, and made him stay home for two days. I've received pictures from my mother of me as a baby, me with my ( Read more... ) -
I was gonna do a blog instead...
200: My name is ( Read more... ) -
Shoot the Moon....
I had a long entry written out in my head about myself, about who I was and how I had really changed in the last 10 years. ( I just realized 10 years ago this year I basically had my first crush!) But it goes from this back to the one thing in my life that is always predominant in my heart and head. The family that I never acknowledged that much. ( Read more... ) -
Random odds and ends...
Do you know that the friends you make throughout your lifetime are the ones you are going to be around for always? I got the best friends in my life- count 4 people that stand out distinctively in my lifetime truly. April from my childhood until we were 15 and she moved to Maine and we grew apart. All those firsts though cannot ever be forgotten. I ( Read more... ) -
A Contradiction of Days....
Yesterday I have the best things to tell about my life and how I was feeling- like things had come together completely and that nothing could change that. And I have these feelings already in my heart and am reminded every day of why I feel this way thanks to the person to my left- he has a name and I wouldn't want it any other way or have my life ( Read more... ) -
Just an update from the last one....
Well since I've written the last journal entry- I've had a long long conversation with Mr. Pain in my Rear End. He definitely does what he is designed to do- push my buttons; do things I know he does but doesn't realize he does, and just be a typical guy... I felt bad afterwards and it wasn't either of our faults in the end (at least that is how it ( Read more... ) -
I even manage to irritate myself!
Right- how do I succeed in doing these things? I just shake my head and wonder how and why? And be grateful people like my other half never reads these things ( Read more... ) -
Chains around my Heart...
Chains around my Heart ( Read more... ) -
No motivation what so ever...
I won't make this long tonight but I've had alot on my mind about things going on. But every time I get motivated to do something and I start- I just loose my motivation for it. I'm sleepy all of the time- drinking more coffee and just generally feeling blah lately. No not emotionally- that emotional hurdle I felt earlier is over thank goodness! ( Read more... )