"Be your own best friend, champion, mentor and cheerleader. If you see potential in something but no one else does, that's okay. Nurse along this seed of an idea. Before too long, it could really bloom!" Horoscope for Libra for 23/Jul/07 ( Read more... )

Right, I just started writing an entry and then I lost it.. Oh well, lucky for me it was short. But here is the gist of what it was- my opinion of myself has changed from when I wrote on Wednesday night I think it was. I went to class and discovered that I passed my Dutch class- I was third highest in the class :). These are my scores (out of 40 ( Read more... )

I dont know where I am going this and I am writing this with out of a lot of time to get my thoughts together, but tonight- today I noticed I have no self confidence anymore and it really hurts me.. Bothers me.. Ive gained a few lbs because my period/hormones are really fucked up and when then clothes don't fit right- I just drive myself insane.. ( Read more... )

Alright, I haven't updated in a while because alot of things are going on. Both mentally and physically. I've felt out of control for a while and that is a feeling that I don't like. But lately things have started to come back into play like they should ( Read more... )

Sometimes you just sit and think and wonder where things are going and how things will end up with the choices you have made now. And I just take a deep breath and look back over the past few years. I think of the choices that I faced, the mistakes that I made and the victories that I have obtained, the goals I have reached, and the dreams I have ( Read more... )

Life has a funny way of reminding you what is important sometimes. Yesterday, I spent the day in Amsterdam wandering around, shopping, people watching, and eating. I went to a movie and had a blast. Then I came home and turned my phone on, I discovered that my dad had been kicked in the side by a horse and they were in the process of taking him to ( Read more... )

Hah its been of those great/not so great weekends where I just don't have the energy to do anything right now. I don't feel like writing this, but I'm going to anyway; because of how things are going. It has been a great weekend to start- Friday night Karina and Veronika came over and we studied for a couple of hours- so my homework was done ( Read more... )

Heh, today has been one of those days that has been good and then again I have also had one of those days where I did things I shouldn't have done and I just have to shake my head at the way I do things. *shrugs* Gotta learn the lessons the hard way sometimes, and even then I guess I'll never learn some lessons. We'll see though ( Read more... )

I think of things sometimes; I get bothered by the way things are and then I try and deny what I believe who I was and what I came from. I find that no matter where I go, I can not. So I just have to take in stride the things that are still very much a part of me. But anyway, beyond all of this- things have taken a rapid turn at work and for things ( Read more... )

Sometimes you start to think ( Read more... )