Brian has still not called me.. so whatever.. Carlos says i should call him... but i dunno.. i might tomorrow.. clay is on his way over.. with his friend.. should be interesting rest of the evening... ill be back later

Another interesting evening.. typin is so weird.. anyways i went to my cousins to roll.. the one i got from brian didnt cost me nothing.. thank god.. cuz i took it and it didnt take long for me to feel since i had my diet pills.. then this cute little girl finally showed up and brought the other rolls.. but i still got my 2 me and Brian halfed one ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a very interesting day.... well last nite anyways.. Steph came over.. and then i took my diet pills and we left for the club.. got there.. and we started drinking.. the club was packed out... i seen trinity.. he put my number in his phone.. anyways then chris and Clay got there.. we drank some more.. and i was fucked up .. cuz i mixed ( Read more... )

Whats up ? im talkin to this guy... ill never say his name cuz i dunno who reads someone elses journal who may read mine.. so anyways.. this guy ive been talkin to omg he drives me in sane.. but hes no where near me so i guess ill get over it.. anyways went to six flags and it was fun!!!! didnt talk to brian today.. blah ohwell.. and steph never ( Read more... )

I am happy cuz im off work for the next 10 days im so happy... im so fucked up right now... i took 3 pills.. ive talked to Brian about 4 times to nite.. he is home now.. he said something about me goin with him next week on his trip .. but i dont kno if he was serious.. he will only be gone monday and tuesday... and then hes off all that week.. ( Read more... )

im in a bad mood... someone is irritating me... but whatever... anyways i gotta get ready for work soon.. i dont wanna go.. im so glad im off tomorrow..

Its late.. i still need to work out.. Someone is being different tonite.. i dunno..anyways found out that Brookin got his bike impouned tuesday mornin and got like 4 tickets... blah... anwyays Brian called me tonite.. i dunno its just different with him.. but whatever.. anyways i guess thats it for now.. nothin exciting to talk about.. later..

I just lost this damn post.. so i gotta do it again.. anyways went to work it was ok.. not much happened.. came home and brian called me said i need to be patient to give him time that he was coming for me.. i dunno what that means but whatever.. i can only be patient for so long... called B and left a message cuz his ass is gettin on my nerves.. ( Read more... )

Blah.. i have a bad headache i didnt go to bed til after 4 cuz i was talkin to someone... anyways I had a dream about John last nite.. we were together and stuff.. its was weird.... :0( anyways imma have to go to work in a little while.. ill be back later

well i came in my room at like 9 and i had missed a call.. it was Brian.. I couldnt believe it.. so i called him back and hes all i bet you think im an asshole.. i wanted to say yes i do he said he was sorry he was real busy.. .. but anyways he was on his way home so he said hed call me back.. so anyways joe fuckin called me.. blah why is he ( Read more... )