its Sunday.. nothing exciting... i dont feel very good.. Brian has not called me back yet... who knows if he will.. he said somethign about us seeing eachother tomorrow.. so we'll see... I just talked to Stephanie.. I told her i seen Michael and Justin.. lol... Anyways i guess i need to exercise since im still up...

not much been going.. i slept til 230 then got woke up buy some throwing golf balls at the window.. dont kno whats up with that.. then we went walmarting and had some lunch then i came back home and went to sleep for a few hours.. while i was sleeping i dreamed about Paul Walker.. i dunno why.. i dunno where he came from ya kno.. anyways ive ( Read more... )

I was layin in the bed around 2 watchin tv when i heard a knock.. i heard it a few times so i got up and went and looked.. and i seen a tall guy walkin on the drive way and i was like who the fuck is that.. so i went out there and it was Michael and Justin... I have missed the hell out of them... I just kept lookin at Justin cuz i still dont ( Read more... )

Work went by pretty quick.. i got to work with damian.. i got him to put in his request so we can go to six flags.. im so glad i have someone to go with now.. then we went and had some mexican food.. we talked for a while.. it was good to have a break from him for a while.. everything is cool again.. hes not going out with them tomorrow nite either ( Read more... )

Im so glad its friday cuz im off all weekend after i work tonite :0) woohoo!!!! anyways my phone been ringing all morning but i finally answered it when brian called me.. I had been asleep.. i was glad he woke me up.. But we only talked for a minute cuz his cell phone was dying and he thinks he left his charger in his big truck.. sooooooooo he ( Read more... )

Well of course Brookin hasnt called me back.. figures.. but Joe fuckin called me.. and i had to get attitude with him for him to get off the phone... Anyways Brian called me.. that made me happy.. but since ive been drinking talking to him and hearing his voice made me so sad i started cryin when we got off the phone.. I hate it that he lives so ( Read more... )

Its thursday and i was off work today.. it was great.. I talked to Brian around 1 today and he said hed call me later on but that hasnt happened yet and i have a feeling i prolly wont talk to him for a few days cuz hes gonna have his kid all weekend.. but we'll see.. anyways I called B and i dunno hes suppose to call me back i dunno.. i went to the ( Read more... )

Brookin and Kevin came over and we smoked a blunt and i was telling brookin that joe came over the other nite and he got pissed cuz he actually stayed here for like an hour or so.. told me that if he keeps coming over and hanging out that we're gonna have problems.. im like he knows im not interested.. i dont kno what his deal.. first off i dont ( Read more... )

Today is Brians bday.. Happy Birthday Brian.. :0) i called him when i got up and wished him a happy birthday.. we talked for a little while then i had to let him go so we could go.. but imma call him tonite when i get home.. We talked last nite for a little while.. so all is going well.. :-) not much else going on.. had to work last nite and it ( Read more... )

Its been a long day.. i got up at 7 and then i left here around 815 go to where i was going and i waited forever.. he finally called me and told me he was running a little bit late.. that hed be there in 15 minutes so i went to mcdonalds to pee and i got something to eat then i went down to the stop and waited.. he came a little bit after i got ( Read more... )