yeah so i feel like hell. i wanna cry just bawl my eyes out. matt's totally fuckin with my head and heart. it hurts. i saw joe cuz me and michelle went camping on the joe with michelles family for the 4th and he looked good. i missed him up until he busted into other peoples business...then i remember how much i hated teh drama and how he was in ( Read more... )

so i got some done today. see *i dont care if everybody knows cuz thers nothin i can do about it...it took me a long time to come to the conclusion about that* i have a lotta darker hair on my neck and chin and upper lip which my skin consultant (leAn) believes is causing my break outs so  out i went to joann to get electrolysis and lemme tell you ( Read more... )

so this weekend was pretty noneventful. i worked friday and michelle left to hoopfest so taht night i just stayed home but me and mom went to the mall to get christy a bachelorette party present. or whatever party that ws for. then that night i tlaked to training buddy matt which still is a lil strange...eeks lool...then sat i worked in the monring ( Read more... )

hello there ya'll well only michelle cuz shes mostly the only that reads this gay entry lol...so anyways i am grand. bein a bitch to david is always lovely. sorry you got married buddy. oh i love matt damnnnn he wrote me a cute ass lil poemy do dad:

You came and turned & looked my way
What else can I say
Love was in my eyes
You came & made my life ( Read more... )

so yeah everybody has someone but me it sucks im mightly lonely. ohw ell who cares lol. i've just been workin workin workin and somemore workin and i hate it and love it all at the same time im surely glad michelle has found someone good. tanner makes me laugh and im glad michelle likes him and him back,. oh his b-ball games have been interesting ( Read more... )

I listened to our song this morning

I must admit it’s been a while

But the only words that matched the song

Was how your step-brother told me you’re married.

So every time I started to sing

“It’s your love…

That’s found another.”

Still I wish it was my hand you put yours in

Now I can safely say
There will be no more tears

Over someone who ( Read more... )

i wonder waht i shall do this weekend seeing it's memorial day weekend and i have nothing to do. huh go figure that one. i'm a loser. thats alrite i'll work but thats about it. i've been pretty upset lately and i dont really feel liek talking about it but nobody feels like listening so it's all good. im so irritable and i just feel like freaking ( Read more... )

im burnin a lil to be honest. joe has a girlfriend which is crazy cuz he was so in love with me like a month ago and now he's got some girl who has a kid. its a lil crazy and hurts cuz yeah. david also got married. thats fuckin ghetto. he married imitation me. im freaking lonely. oh well who cares

anyway workin at the bank kinda sucks lol with not ( Read more... )

bah i hate crying. it's the #1 thing i wont do in front of other people crapy friend...shit person heidi. i dont even know what to say or what to write i'm so overwhelmed with school and work i cry before i go to work in the car cuz i dont wanna go thats how fuckin bad it is. we're so rushed with only two tellers we're always making mistakes. thank ( Read more... )

i am soooooo fucking TIRED after yesterday. yesterday did kinda suck but thats okay. michelle and i went to genesse to kick it with the boys and some david fella wanted to meet me but he turned out to be a retard. ross is also being a lil dick fuck. when i got there they was all playin basketball so MIC and me got in that action she was good i'd ( Read more... )