this sucks i wish i would've went to prom more better wish i woulda had a date but alas nobody asked me go figure. if i was a guy i wouldn't of asked me either lol...i hope michelles havin fun at genesse prom she best have gotten lots of pics because she is my love and she looked so beautiful in her pink dress and hair done by yours truely.  i ( Read more... )

ohhh man guess who bailed i was so stoked for tomorrow and guess who cant come go fuckin figure i am not gonna get excited about anything ever again. i'm not gonna call in sick because 2 people have quit now and i'm not gonna do it to my coworkers i guess maybe someday i'll see him. i give up blah i just wanna scream oh so maybe i get a whole hour ( Read more... )

I dreampt about you last night.
I searched for the words
to fill this void,
the empty lonliness of wanting you here.
I inveitably know you fooled me once again.
I guess when you tell me you love me
your idea of love is wrong.
you played me and made me cry.
Promises of leaving her
are unfulfilled for another night,
and when I cried,
your silence struck me deep ( Read more... )

im feelin this lil gray color today. hmmm i need a hug. michelle needs a hug too so michelle gets a hug ((((((((((((michelle)))))))))))  i think just about everybody is ready for the weekend. i cannot wait for fucking summer i got senioritus so freaking bad. and im not even a senior! math sucks school sucks paying for shit sucks lol like INSURANCE ( Read more... )

god i'm just so angry. blah blah blah yipes i wanna run over someone particularly michelles dad. he's sucha fucking prick. if michelle was my daughter i'd feel blessed. of course she'll always be much like a sister to me. it just angers me so greatly he's so fuckin mind constipated. i think i need to take up like a class ors omethin cuz i got mucho ( Read more... )

nothing really new at this old house. today was dawn's birthday and i found it hard to believe she's already 25. i guess though we've never really been that close seeing i'm only 17. hum... today in history mr kaag made us read this war letters to people who were killed in vietnam or just to their generals and stuff in general and most people cried ( Read more... )

Not Far From My Heart

You’re sitting there the way you always have,

Avoiding eye contact hoping somehow

The pain will vanish,

If we pretend the other doesn’t exist.

I glance at you from the corner of my eye,

Wishing this feeling of betrayal never existed.

All your lies have sliced through my life,

Making each time I see you,

That much harder to ( Read more... )

who wont fricken take me to prom which aggrivates me greatly. he promised and according to michelle he has lots of bank and i guess 50$ aint even worth it for me. after i promised to pay for tickets and fricken half of his tux. ROAR he promised mother trucker.  well thats all i have to say about that besides i really wanna go and he doesnt care and ( Read more... )

im bored to hello there mister...yeah just havin some fun to my very non fun day. i have a sore throat and that upsets me rather greatly. we failed to have school today because the power outage or somethin so i went to work....wee haw right there.

so me an michelle are talkin now is that a good thing???? i hope so..lol i wanna ask her to do ( Read more... )

ho hum hello lol good song..michelley sent it to me and i wanna send it to david. she said i'd wanna do that and guess what i do. he's a dirty jew and i hope he gets his dick bit off by lions. so my friend jon wanted to talk to david about his 67 mustang and so i give him his email and somehow they got onto the topic of what cars their g/f drives ( Read more... )