Fuck you, for what you've done. Fuck you, for pretending to be my friend. Fuck you, for acting like you cared what I thought about it. Fuck you, for acting like you cared about my feelings. Fuck you, for making me this angry with no outlet for it. Fuck you, for taking away the hope that I had. Fuck you, for crushing a dream no matter how ( Read more... )

Just like always, it's time for me to evaluate my life again. Just like alway, nothing seems quite right with my life as it is at the moment. So then I tried to come up with ways to make it different, better...right. I get all excited about all these possibilities that are actually quite feasible, but highly unlikely considering the fact that I am ( Read more... )

I hope to fucking god that you read this you fucking bitch. How fucking dare you? You are one of the most selfish petty untrustworthy lying bitches I have every known. You owe me over $500 and you fucking sign off when I IM you? How about you use your fucking brain and block me, idiot? You obviously have a brain since you've made goddamn sure that ( Read more... )

Fuck. I did not need for this to happen right now.

For the like, three people, from Tallahassee that read my lj, I'm moving back to Tally Jan. 16. Right now I'm quietly freaking out. I know that this is what I want, no question. I just don't know exactly how I'm going to pull off survival. But, I have a job, a place to sleep, a few amazing friends, and a pretty intelligent brain when it's not ( Read more... )

So after my last post, I decided to move back to Tallahassee. Maybe it won't turn out to be the smartest choice ever, but if it doesn't, at least I won't have all those "what ifs". I'm going to get my old job back, and Marissa and Amber have generously offered their couch until I find a place of my own. And surprisingly, the prospect of sleeping on ( Read more... )

Ok, so I'm sitting here watching Garden State and I am really missing you guys. And I really want to move back to Tallahassee too. I don't know if it's the late hour or the movie or what. But I'm really not very happy here. I'm never happy anywhere I guess. Why do I always think that a change of city will make my life better, different? My plan was ( Read more... )

So what that fuck does it mean when someone pokes you on Facebook? Seriously, I want to know because some friend of a bunch of my friends just did it and I'm confused?

So, quick update. Today is my birthday. I'm 23. Been a pretty great birthday weekend, actually. I made my first major purchase of my life. I bought, stress "I", a new car. A 2005 (slightly used) Pontiac Sunfire. I FUCKING love it. And, to top it off, I got laid. Yep, for once, I actually got to a birthday lay. Happy birthday to me. And I got a few ( Read more... )

And once again...He has a girlfriend. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!