i quit, kaput, nada, not anymore.

[satanica_fire]

i am taking time out to try and sort out what i am feeling, this last curve ball has made me realise i need to step back and re-evaluate everything. so much is hurting right now, dont know which is up as everything is coming at me from all sides now. hormones arent helping either, have managed to curl all the baby rage and pain into a dark twisting

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[shullie]

i want you to know as someone who has been there.... a few years ago and I did fall into that dark hole, and recently too - if you want/need to talk or just have shoulder to cry on, please let me know and I will come over.

xxxx

shullie

[satanica_fire]

that means so much to me, i will hold you to that. either in tando or with you both. all i want to do is curl ina ball covered in spikes and not let anything get close. ..... so very tired of feeling like this. and to top it al, hugh might be having to take ona job in birmingham which means spending nights aways, and he wasnt event going to consult me. i just need to re-evaluate, i need to find an ocean and walk in the waters in the moonlight and just let everything flowe away

[shullie]

if DK can take us to the ocean will walk in the water with you xxxx

[satanica_fire]

that i would really appreciate

[kittys_psyche]

I live by the sea - you are welcome to visit xxxx

[scoobscouser]

Love and hugs to you. I am here for you and thinking of you.

[conphie]

Wish I could think of something beautiful and clever to say to you, but I can't. You have been so supportive to me in recent times and so I want you to know that I am here if there's anything at all that I can do ...

Love and hugs xxx

[kittys_psyche]

hugs xxxxx I understand that you are waiting, but if there is anything I can do.
Thinking of you xxxxxx