Damn it! I'm sooo stressed and angre! I just got back my essay from lit and i didn't do at all well. And that stupid Simon like guy aka Aaron... had to say that he got a 94 and that the teacher pulled him aside to see if he was majoring in english... sigh.... maybe i should be an english major... but i don't know what i want to do... i could do ( Read more... )

It's early in the morning, and i can't sleep!!!! I'm so sick i can't breath and i'm very hungry at the same time. well i think I might go read so... yeah i don't want to bug my roomate with my typing. well bye.

I'm really beginning to dislike the weekends here. Ashley is gone, my roomate is gone, and I just have no one to hang with. So what do I do... think of course. I don't know I met this guy Nick and he's cool to hang with... but i'm scared. I think I could like him a lot and I don't want to. Every time I'm near him I get all giggly and I don't know ( Read more... )

Will im no longer in california. It's weird. I'm finally feeling comfortable here in oregon, but i do miss home. lol it's funny to think that i want to leave fremont so bad and now i miss it. but i know when i go back i'll be soo happy that i'm away. i think the hardest this so far is that i don't really know anyone... however, i have become ( Read more... )

Well it's coming to an end. In 5 days i'll no longer be living in california but be a student in oregon. I'm excited and utterly scared. I don't think i've ever felt this nervous before. I want to cry because everything that i know is being left behind.i want to laugh and jump up and down because i'm finally makeing a dream come true and i get to ( Read more... )

Wow if this happened years ago i would have acted completely different. Chris has once again delared that he's moving out... however, i really think it's serious this time and i'm not happy. Yes many of you would think so but i really never hated him i just disagreed with many of his views. Even though i know my mom would be so much happier on her ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting at andy's house watching him tare up his floor in his house. While Brandon is trying to read this.... anyways that's not important. However, the point of me saying this is that he looks damn hot!! If his parents and brandon weren't around i think i'm might just tackle him and well i'll leave that up to other's imagination. Hehe. Wow ( Read more... )

So the time is finally comeing, i'll be leaving to oregon in a few months and everything is going to change derastically. i can't wait. But then again i don't even want to bother. i know normal emotions. i want to finally meet new people and be on my own. Ever sence Katie left that's all I ever wanted. Of course i still had Kel but then now she's ( Read more... )

i'm only writing in this at the moment to figure out how i did my sun mood thingy for katie.... so this won't be very long however i'll write a very long one in the future sometime... yeah.

so yeah as i was saying.... i'm nervous of being on my own. And if i don't go to oregon well i guess i'm stuck here for another 2 to 3 years. Well maybe it won't be so bad but then my life will be a lot more difficult to live with. For one i would have to continue living with chris and well that's enought said. Then i know me and andy will stay ( Read more... )