Or how to best eat baked beans. Open can , insert spoon , lift to mouth insert , chew , swallow , repeat steps 2 thru 4.My mind is finally back in and out of my control . Relearning about feelings especially that pesky "falling in love" Miss using 5ths to drown out pesky feelings. Of course I do like being able to tap into my creative subconscious ( Read more... )

That damn gas bill hurt. That and a rinky dink tax return means day trips and borrowing Mom's car because paying for the gas is cheaper . is scary eeeekkk.

I have spent most of my life living a series of more and more crappy lies.Of course the biggest one I have told is that I am a good person. I have been and will always be a liar , cheat and a thief.Of corse that being said I am trying to go see my friends I have almost a month worth of vacation time at work and i need to see people for all sorts of ( Read more... )

I mean this on a personal and professional level. Those who know will i work know I will be crazy busy for the next month , after that I have lots of vacation and personal time to use so its on to the personal work. I have made tremendous progress in my life over the last few months. I will be going around so making amends to old friends , bosses ( Read more... )

In this age of super boredom..... Ok I still love quoting songs , it can be helped I just Don't give a rats ass. The last few months have been spent trying to get a fix in my head and my life. Having recently completing a moral self inventory I found out a lot about myself , the most important being that I am terrified of romantic and sexual ( Read more... )

Ms.Petigrew Lives For A DAY (FUNNY)
Boy Eats Girl (Zombies + High School in Jolly ol England)
Kamikaze Girls (J-POp Zgrade Biker fun)

This is my tenative plan for the dates starting either the 30th or 31st of this month. Go to DeKalb (unless I can get off of work on the 30th) . meet fiends . Hang out with them til monday or tuesday get ride back to DeKalb go to Chicago , hang out with brothers til thursday go home thursday night go to Champaign friday for wargame convention . Go ( Read more... )

Allrighty then. I have decided to take off the first week of February for a vacation. The next day I go online to find things to do and behold there is a wargame convention down in Champaign. SO i went and picked up a copy of Diplomacy (1/2 price at the mall) so i can brush up on the rules and am tempted to see if I can host an Illumanti game ( Read more... )

Ah my busy season is over , from top sales , to returns and finally inventory. Now I have time to rage again . My biggest complaint is I cannot find anyone inside one hours drive to where i live who loves the games I love. I am bored 1/2 the time (Yes I could cure this by moving 2 and 1/2 hours north and west  , find me a job I might consider it :P ( Read more... )

HA HA

it is time for a short list

Authors you need to read.
  Denise Mina 
Terry Prachett
  Sara Douglas
Bill Willingham
Terry Moore

Bands to hear

The Ditty Bops
Ladytron
Blonde Readhead
Spearhead
Angry Johnny and the Killbillies
Opeth
Lady Sovereign