so the other day my laptop broke, i thought it had something to do with my firewall thing. So i brought it to the computer place here on campus.. it's been two days, so naturally i'm in patient and want my computer back so i called the place. MY MOTHERBOARD BROKE. ok, this is a huge deal because less than a month ago i got a new one put in, and ( Read more... )

Well, i just did that nutrition experiment. I am so tired. Well i get there and they took my height 5'3 and a 3/4 WHAT NOW I GREW!!!!! *only 1/2 inch but i GREWWW!!!* and they took my weight.. ha and measured my stomach? wtf? too early. then dah dah duuumm.. had to give blood. i wasnt allowed to eat anything this morning so that wasnt a good ( Read more... )

I just got back from the gym. My only motivation is looking at slightly over weight girls and saying to myself "ali you are on the verge of looking like that." I'm beginning to eat better. (thanks for the fat kid food picture Jeff) My grandma just sent me healthy food. And tomorrow i get to find out how fat i really am. You see, im partaking in ( Read more... )

new journal. new fun.

i have class now.

will write later.

<3 me

..happy 19th birfday bethany ( Read more... )

..happy 19th birfday bethany ( Read more... )

so, i'm reading this book, "The Truth About Forever". and its really making me think. i am just like this girl, Macy Queen. i think the same things she does, i put on that smile, i never grieved, i feel like i am her. ugh. all i can think about today is how i would be different, where i would be in life, etc if you know what didn't happen. all the ( Read more... )

happy birthday bethany ( Read more... )

happy birthday bethany ( Read more... )

i'm in a weird mood and i don't know why. i feel like giving up on everything sometimes and run away and never come back. i hate being here; i hate being away from home. i'd be so much happier if i was at home right now. i can't pretend anymore. ugh. everyone seems to be happy, i mean i am at times but not when i'm here. i started reading "the ( Read more... )