I am about to go get leopard, and i need to remember these book marks ( Read more... )

It's weird for me to say "no" when he wants me now. It's weird for me to not bend and sway to his words. It's weird for me to not give up everything to see him again. It's weird for him to want me back, I suppose. I've never been like this before. I've never focused so much on the things that have happened in the past. I've never been so ( Read more... )

we stumble into love with perfect, awkward grace

I'm really glad that I thought we were "trying" and it turns out that I'm the only one that was ever really trying. I'm really glad that you don't even want me. I'm really glad that you lead me on the believe that you and I were something that could be again. I'm really glad that you tell me you are alone when I can fucking hear her talking. I' ( Read more... )

If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. And I don't want them to carry it around inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it too. I want them to be able to do whatever they want around me ( Read more... )

You are something very positive in my life and I am glad that I know you.
Thank you for existing.

I picked out my new computer today. I feel really good about it.

I don't think I can let you do this to me. I'm not going to stand by while you are straddling the fence, testing the water. I can't do that to myself. I don't deserve it. I don't want to be the person that you fall back on when everything else has gone to hell. You either want me, or you don't. I don't want to be the other option. I don't ( Read more... )

I am rather disappointed in myself and all of my journal readers. Upon reading old journal entires (June 17, 2007 to be specific), I happened to notice that I wrote "there" instead of "their", and no one corrected me. I am so upset about this ( Read more... )

One time, someone told me:
If you love someone, set them free. If they return to you, it is meant to be.

This makes me in a very good mood. I might have fucked up big time last night, but I'm hoping, come today, it won't matter.