My aunt has emailed me this real-life story that I absolutly must share. Beware: Hearts get broken, and baby's get born ( Read more... )

Having a DeviantArt page and a camera doesn't make you a photographer. Owning a paintbrush and some paints, then taking a picture of you masterpiece doesn't make you an artist. Grow up and quit leaving me comments there. I don't want to check out your work, add you to my friends, or leave you messages. I don't want to tell you how to crop your ( Read more... )

I make myself sick almost every single day just thinking about you. I have a memory of you with everything in this fucking town. I have to get away from this place so I can just quit thinking about you. I try to go do things, but I can't do anything without thinking about you so I just depress myself. I just keep digging myself into this hell, and ( Read more... )

News and pictures.

I don't think I will be seeing The Faint on Monday night. I got the tickets to go with someone, and they don't want to go, so I think I will just be depressed the whole time - so I think I should just not go.

School is almost over, and that makes me feel very good.

( Anyway, Hawaii pictures. Just a few. )

Home.  But, not loving it.
Glad to be here, but wish I was leaving again.
I think it's been more than a day since I have eaten, but I don't know.
Traveling in time is confusing.

I listened to Conor's voice my whole flight home, even the lay-over time (except when I was waiting in line at Burger King).  I hate when I do that to myself.
The last few ( Read more... )

Well, it was called Hunama Bay. It is a national park, maybe? When you go there you have to watch a very fun movie about coral reefs and protecting the turtles. It wasn't fun, but it did have some terrible songs in it ( Read more... )

Well, I went to Wikiki Beach yesterday. I use to think that it was famous for its pearly white sand, and crystal blue water. But I don't think it is anymore. The sand is rocky and not soft at all. The water is blue, but it is outlined but jagged coral reefs. I did find out why it is famous though. It is surrounded by upper-class shopping ( Read more... )

I'm in Hawaii this week. It's killing me, and today was the first day. We went to Pearl Harbour and that was it. I don't know what we are going to do tomorrow. The flight was very long, and I don't think I ever want to do it again. Atleast not now. I miss Jason a lot. I don't ever want to leave his side again. I'm trying to be different ( Read more... )

"Truth" and "Beauty" are wonderful words. But, shrapnel is shrapnel, and at the end of the day, I am alone with the things I have done.

Things that are worth breathing for:

1. The Faint (May 28, 2007)

This list is the truth of it all, sadly.
To be, or not to be?