I am supposed to be thinking of reasons why we are still together. But instead, I keep thinking about things like candy hearts and holding hands and textbook romance. Where people are just really into each other, and they just glow because of it. Where it makes people happy just seeing them. I keep wondering if I wait long enough, will "this" ( Read more... )

It turns out that I have been thinking again. Thinking makes me remember things that happened, or at least want to remember them (which causes me to flip through hundreds of old photographs, thousands of pages of written journals, and dozens of pages on livejournal ( Read more... )

Why is it that the only time I ever update this thing is when I am at work and/or bored ( Read more... )

Well, well, well. Here I am again. Back to this same spot, on this same computer, doing this same thing ( Read more... )

It's Saturday as usual ( Read more... )

Please don't let me rot alone.

I have mostly been sick for the past two - three weeks so I haven't felt like doing much of anything. I ended up having a sinus infection (after having a bunch of blood work, MRI, EKG, and a spinal tap). I had surgery earlier this week. And I guess I am getting better ( Read more... )

Work again ( Read more... )

I know it's not the end, but it can't be too far ( Read more... )

Where does it go from here? When will it end? Or will it?

Don't get me wrong. It wasn't my choice.