Okie dokie!! This journal entry is to anyone with the guts to read my previous posts, i'd like to say that even though many of them are quite 'emo', that isn't who I really am. So many family problems, personal anguish and horrible days in general tend to do that to me ( Read more... )

Argh, i'm so discouraged at the moment. Ever had the feeling that there's something you've just gotta do but you just can't bring yourself to do it, even if it's something you want to do? Damned insomnia, although i did manage to brainstorm ideas for a picture i'm working on. Huzzah for that, perhaps? One thing i'm lacking right now is confidence ( Read more... )

This could very well be my first good entry to date, well.. as good as it's gonna get in the meantime, anyways. Things are still horrible at home, the same usual routine of listening to my mother and step father argue, my step father getting drunk, making threats etc etc. Hurrah for a normal, happy life, eh? Then people start to wonder why i'm the ( Read more... )

What to say, what to say.. there's just no way to describe how i'm feeling at the moment. Depressed? Angry? Sad? Hurt? I'd say all of the above and then some. I don't even know why i waste my time with LJ to be honest, i assume any entries i've made so far will be merely a "good laugh" for some. Too much is going on and any friends i thought i had ( Read more... )

Once again i'm awake at a time that i should be sleeping, oh the joy. I've never really knew what it would be like to have a journal of some sort, whether it be used for random thoughts, gossip or something i can open myself up to, some place where i can attempt to list and describe my thoughts and feelings without hesitation. Of course, this kind ( Read more... )

My first entry, who would've thought, eh? I'm very new to this.. Live... Journal so i wont have any of these fancy HTML backgrounds and such, but i'll learn! It's 12PM on an early Saturday afternoon.. i should be in an eternal slumber, dreaming of the day that someone will awaken me.. only to get thwacked with a rusty spork, no-one wakes me up!! ( Read more... )