so what's worse then him being gone, is him being in the springs, he's so fucking close but I can't do a damn thing about it. I hate it more

in a week is our three year anniversary.

seriously?

i'm not even twenty and i'm having a three year aniversary.

seriously?

CRAZY!!

I'm excited for my romantic weekend!

i do need a hero.
i need someone to come wipe these tears from my eyes.
and rub my back to calm me down.
i can't remember the last time i cried this hard.

Ha!
well there goes my good mood. my sister is such a bitch.
and she doesn't get it, she never will, because she could never be faithful to a man whose gone for seven months.
fuck you too sister.
i'll just add you to the list.
damien needs some company.

J/K on the whole breaking up thing

he's the love of my life.

and he's in my arms in less than two weeks!!!!!

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