i need to get this all off my chest. it is weighing me down. and if you're reading this you win 100 extra stalker points. good for you ( Read more... )

i think i always wanted him to be right for me. i know he never would because i would never let him. i can't be his friend because i will always find something wrong with what he's doing. like how is new girlfriend has let him skip class at least three days this week. and how he's probably going to drop out of school ( Read more... )

laying in bed naked all day was the best remedy to me actually making myself physically sick and driving home from boulder at 4 in the morning

never trust a hurt thats so bent it can't break

i'm still dying inside

"excuse me sir, i had plans to die tonight ( Read more... )

i cried driving home from school today.
i'm so tired of being alone.
so much so i'd rather stay at school, then come home to my huge empty house.

I might make straight A's this semester. that would be nice , then my dad wouldn't be such a tool.
I might work at the golf course this summer, and make a shit ton of money.
and my boyfriend is flying in tonight.
other than having to work a little harder for those A's life's looking good.

So today ( Read more... )

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
So Contagious - Acceptance

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
The Fourth Drink Instinct - Cute is What We Aim For (not so much)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE ( Read more... )

Assuming that I'm not going to get any work done over break ( Read more... )