no I'm not having twins. i just feel like i'm having to take care of two kids. err, will be. I have to do everything for josh. cook, clean up after him, tell him the time, deress him, do his laundry, keep him on track with work and finding a job after he quits his job and waking him up at a decent time so he doesn't sleep all day ( Read more... )

so josh got a new job and i have nothing to do but clean and wait for the stupid people in our house to pack their stuff and leave. my mom has a theory. They have a new house and they have been living at the new house and just have not bothered to pack and probably won't until the end of the month. that would opiss me off it it turned out true. We' ( Read more... )

So what's new with me, eh ( Read more... )

What's harder? I can't seem to figure it out. I love josh very much but there are seriously times that i just straight up don't like him. like right now for instance. He can be such an ass ( Read more... )

so work last night was okay. it's been decent since i've been gone for just about 6 days. i was hosting for about 3 days but i never stayed more then like 30 minutes. so it's like i had a week vacation it was nice. maybe that's why work was decent. it had been a while since i've been on the floor ( Read more... )

well he called me just now to make sure that i got the abortion. and he said "i just wanted to say don't ever call me again cause i don't want to have anything to do with you." then hung up.

i thought that was nice. fuckin ass hole. i guess this means he's not gonna pay his half of the abortion. jack ass.

I'm so heart broken about everything. the baby's dad, the guy i WAS talking to. beng pregnant. I'm starting not to believe in God. i don't see why he would do this. And it's not only my problems. but the heartache and the bullshit that one of my best friends has gone through and is going through right now. i mean i think we need a break eventually ( Read more... )

I fee sick. My body aches and i can't stop coughing, it hurts to move and it's so cold in our house cause the heater doesn't work. i'm watching Sleepless in Seattle in the living room, except i'm laying in my bed. this is definitely a bed ridden sickness tonight ( Read more... )

okay so i need to vent. my mom actually has a myspace and because my boyfriend has one i really cant vent about the things i have in my head...and my stomach lol ( Read more... )

lol i'm sittin in my room with brandon and i haven't typed on here for a while. the only two people on my friends list that do are vicky and alexa...blah lol. but vicky always has weir nonsense stories to tell lol.

umm...okay thats enough of this...gotta go now