this weekend fucking sucks. my boyfriend has been out of town since Friday morning. and i hate it. And i hate the fact that he can go off with his friends for a weekend and have fun. But he wouldn't even let me think about hanging out with my friends for more then an hour. fuck that shit. I just pisses me off because he's like my damn mom. trying ( Read more... )

so i still don't go to school ( Read more... )

still not in school
still don't have a job
still having relationship problems
not doing drugs anymore
I'll still be getting kicked out of the house
i completely feel like a failure for once in my life
the only good thing to report on is that i'm not doing drugs anymore. so yay i guess.

dropped out of college ( Read more... )

you know what the worst feeling in the world is...crying on the other end of the phone and your boyfriend doesn't even realize it...

God bless America...God bless america...God bless america. Today was long but wasn't full of bad shit. i quit my job at red river because the owner was an ass hole. the managers thought they were the shit and the cooks were perverted and NEVER knew how to keep their hands to themselves. I was jsut really tired of the mexicans grabbing my ass or ( Read more... )

So things are starting to look slightly brighter in my little world. I suppose the big problem for me is that I can’t leave well enough alone. Like there’s a need for semantics. If I could just take life a it is and not try to analyze the inner workings of the man up stairs then maybe life wouldn’t be so complicating ( Read more... )

so i'm still in depressed mode and i've been going strong for about a week. And i want to talk to my boyfriend about it but i can never fucking get a hold of him when i need him for something really important. so what does that say ( Read more... )

so work sucks still. i hate not having a degree of any sort because i can't find a job that i'll actually enjoy. But now that i think about it. i'm getting a degree in nursing for my mom and i still won't be able to work in a field i enjoy. not knowing what i enjoy is besides the point. knowing that i don't like nursing with a very strong passion ( Read more... )

holy God Bless America (trade mark of the vickster) People still really do still use this thing. i'm starting to thnk this favorable over myspace. its like a vacation here from the drama that is innertwined with myspace ( Read more... )