Take my RENT tattoo to heart..."Forget regret, or life is yours to miss...No day but today ( Read more... )

The poison keeps me going ( Read more... )

"No rain can wash away my tears, no wind can sooth my pain...you made me doubt, you made me fear, and now I'm not the same..and when silence comes back to me, I find myself feeling lonely, standing here on the shores of destiny, I find myself feeling lonely ( Read more... )

TAG: Here's how you play. Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them to be tagged. Don't forget to leave them a comment "You're It!" and to read your blog. You can't tag the person who ( Read more... )

Take a look around don't you see it ( Read more... )

While at this time in my life I cannot say that I am really happy, I have had some very happy moments recently that at least make me feel happy for a little while ( Read more... )

that still continue to shock me and blow me away. Lindsay is not my girlfriend anymore. She isn't my number one supporter anymore. When I was at an award ceremony today for my boss, but also for Heather, who has been one of the most inspirational people on this campus and in this world to me, I cried during Heather's thank you speech...not when ( Read more... )

for not enjoying every second and every minute of every day, for the past 2 years and 8 months. Don't get me wrong...I loved being with Lindsay, and I did enjoy my life when we were together, but now that we aren't, I am realizing that I could have enjoyed it more. I was an idiot for getting mad so easily at so many silly things, and being so ( Read more... )

I hate this...every part of it. I miss her so much. I miss us so much. I miss calling her. I miss sleeping next to her, and feeling so at home at her apartment. I miss her cat. I miss her room. I miss her voice. I miss my companion from the past 2 years and 8 months. I feel so lost and alone and scared. I don't feel like me, and I don't ( Read more... )

I am all alone in the office...it's almost 6:30pm, and it's pitch black outside, and my boss just left, and said I am the only one left here on the floor so she closed my office door to be safe from anyone who may be wandering...it's pretty creepy, to be honest ( Read more... )