Here we stand. One mind in all. Again trying to feel any emotion, sense, or confliction. A new year beginning with the old set in blazing flames. crossing the bridge we hold hands to say goodbye to whom and what we have burned behind us. Dare we look back, just to see how it ends up? Foot steps ahead with no guilt on our sheets. Our files are free ( Read more... )

how mundayne this world is. locked up in its travisty and it's psychological pain killers. we as a nation are sufferers of a catastrophy we choose to ignore. our freedom of thought and our freedom of feelings and happiness and choice are slowly being taken away from us. we're being killed by a mass murderer. it's sad. it's hard. i'm going over seas ( Read more... )

so here i am again. I came back to the cyber world to touch base with a few things. I really missed writing in my journal so ill just let you in on a little bit of information that has been going on. i plan on moving in august with my two best friends KC and Boner. It will be the best decision for me at this time of my life. I am regretting making ( Read more... )

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so uhhh....why do i feel like im gonna get fucked over again? can you please assure me im not only useful for one god damn thing in this world? Damn, this feeling. Damn this feeling of uselessness. Damn this feeling straight to fucking hell. And damn you if you hurt me for shits and giggles ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning after falling asleep with my heart in a million pieces and my gut wrenching the life outta me. I went to a job interview which was by far the weirdest one I have ever been to. I got the job after answering about 2 questions about music and what I like to do. I had a pretty good day today except the fact I am over drawn in my ( Read more... )

i have an interview today at route 66 diner. I hope I get the job. My little brother is having cake and ice cream today too. Hopefully it will be fun. I am actually excited for cake. Speaking of food, I'm goig to eat

I'm trying to quit smoking. The feeling of smoke filling up my lungs is so disgusting to me that I like it. who does that honestly.

i want to strangle the life out of the air around me. its so dead its a live. i have exactly 2 hours to go to my mothers work to give her a card that she cant drive 2 mintues to get. mind you i live 30 minutes away from where she works. I just dont understand sometimes ( Read more... )

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