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I don't think anyone comes here

"In the dark and in the water I weigh nothing at all."

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Cant sleep
Pushing myself into corners
Get out of my face


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"When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn't make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. "It's all right" we whisper, "I'm here, I love you." and we lie: "I'll never leave you." For just a moment or two the darkness doesn't seem so bad ( Read more... )

I was trying to find something to start 2009 off with and the best I could come up with is this.

"What can I tell you about the choices we make? Fate reads like the polar opposite of decision, and so much of life reads like fate."
Jeanette Winterson, 'Weight'

The first lesson of the year was one of humility.

I wrote this in 2004, quoting myself in 2001. And it feels like a good time to repeat myself one more time. Every three years...

I know it's bad form to repeat yourself, but I was about to list all the things I hope for the readers of this blog in 2005, and I realised I'd already written it back in 2001, when I said...

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I have something to say.

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twenty, twenty, twenty four hours to go, oh
i wanna be sedated
nothing to do nowhere to go, oh
i wanna be sedated